Monday Aug 18, 2008 04:25 am
I’m still up (lying down) exhausted, frustrated, agitated and irritated. It’s yet another sleepless night. My mind is still oozing with verve; even though my body had given up hours ago.
I can’t even remember the last time I got to sleep on a normal time (for a normal person, it should be on or before 10:00 pm). Well I guess aimlessly staring at my glow in the dark cosmic objects is getting a bit old, my car magazines are getting a bit outdated, having read every single word, and I guess counting sheep is a bit tiring and stupid.
Things like warm milk, listening to soothing music and other allegedly sleep inducing methods just doesn’t do the trick for me. Well I guess, there really is no cure to sleep disorder caused by too much thinking nearing some chronic depression proportions.
Funny thing is; today at the advent of the call center age, being an insomniac isn’t really that alarming anymore. On the flip side, it seems to add more pizzazz on your already cool persona marred by badges of honor commonly known as dilemmas.
Yes I guess people today are that screwed up. And the more screwed up you are; the more astig you are.
Oh well, I think I’m really going nowhere with this. I guess I’m that screwed up.